Hmm.. bulan ni nampaknya bulan yang menyedihkan untuk family aku. Yesterday I received a call telling me that my another uncle, Ayah Su Cik Su Ah, the one that I told earlier, yang kena stroke masa kenduri selawat Ayah Su last two weeks, passed away. But this time I couldn't make it back to Kelate coz of my condition. I am now in my 37 weeks oredi, which means just another 3 more weeks to my full term and if lil baby decides to see the world earlier, it could be any moment now.
And I was on mc since last Thursday till yesterday. Last Wednesday I had this so called anxiety attacked which makes my heartbeat faster. Dup! Dup! Dup! I felt like it was going to explode, nak bernafas pun somehow susah, kepala jadik pening. It all happened so sudden, macam nak kena heart attack jer. Tapi takkan lah kan? Nauzubillah. Mintak dijauhkan. Bila dah ok skit, gi klinik, doktor check bp then cepat2 wat ECG but by the time semua wayar2 tu pasang, my heart beat dah ok dah. But the doctor said since my pulse rate was very high (around 160-180 walhal normal is around 90 jer) so he wrote a referal letter for me to have a further check up with a cardiologist. Huhu! Terkejut kan? Sebabnya aku tengah pregnant, dia takut anything happen bila nak bersalin nanti.
Hubby was on the way to Kuantan, dah sampai Genting Sempah masa aku call, terus patah balik, bawak aku gi klinik yang aku selalu check up, kena tahan wad sekerat hari, ambik darah etc. coz nak check tiroid ker tak or maybe just anxiety attack. Tapi tu la, nak kata anxiety attack, rasanya tak de la stress sangat. Entah lah. Risau gak. Doktor bagi mc sampai Jumaat then Sabtu kena gi wat follow up check up lagi. On Saturday, result darah keluar, tiroid ok, so Doc assumed just anxiety attack, nothing to worry about. dapat lagi mc sampai Selasa. Makanya berkesempatanlah jugak aku membeli belah untuk lil baby. dah 37 weeks baru nak wat persiapan. Mengah mak oii!
Yesterday jugak my grandfather belah mama admitted kat IJN. Mulanya pagi tu gi wat check up jer, dah selesai bagai, nak kuar jer dari IJN tu, tetiba jer kena heart attack. Punyalah bangang emergency kat IJN tu, orang tengah dalam kecemasan cam gitu, boleh doktor takde. Mama and my aunties dah bengang giler. Lambat tul nak attend orang tengah kena heart attack. Macamana la polisi diorang ni bekerja. HA jer yang tengokkan. BP my atok naik sampai 195/98 pun still cam bebal2 lagi. Tinggi tu weh. Last2 datang la sorang pakar ni, check2 baru la kelam kabut. Bila mama tanya rupanya coz of lambat dapat rawatan, oksigen dah block gi jantung menyebabkan jantung atuk aku dah weak. Sebab tu heart beat dia lemah jer after that. Tak paham aku. Tu kat IJN tu.
Kereta aku lak rosak. Nak kena masuk klinik jugak. Nak kena wat overhaul. Gasket dah haus, bocor sini sana. Duit tu weii! Terpaksa pinjam kete BIL. Adoi laa... duit kuar macam air dah ni. Dah lah bulan depan pun nak guna duit lagi nak sambut ahli baru. Wrong timing betul la kete ni wat hal.
Harap-harapnya lepas ni bulan2 ceria lah pulak. Dugaan sungguh.
3 comments:
mama hani 'adalia,
senyum sokmo... inna ma'al usri yusro
semoga kehadiran adik baby membawa bahagia yg tak terbanding :D
Oh...takziah ye...Semoga family cekal dengan dugaan ini.
Good luck with your new arrival. Semoga selamat semuanye. Hopefully the palpitations and fast heart rate were just stress related and not medical.
salam kunjungan.. kira macam dah jatuh ditimpa tangga. innalillahi wainna ilaihiroji'un.
don't be stressful ok.. tengah preggy ni kena banyak sabar insyaAllah anak yang dikandung akan ikut perlakuan kita.
kirim salam ukhuwah pada baby ye...
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