Al-Fatihah

Al-fatihah to baby Alesya Abriza who has gone to a better place last 13 May. I found out about her thru SusuIbu.com and surf the photoges yesterday(Baby Alesya Abriza). I cried while reading about her story, ketabahan ibu n abahnya. Just can't imagine if the same thing happen to my baby. The late baby Alesya was born 2 days after my baby at the same hospital. Mungkin takdir tak menemukan kita waktu tu. Looking at those pictures of her, sedih nyee....... Nevertheless, she looked very cute n just like a healthy baby. Even chubbier than my baby.
Tapi Kuasa Allah, tak siap boleh menahan. Kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan lebih mengetahui.

As a first time mother, I knew very well all the mixed feelings that we have when finally holding the baby in our hands for the first time after carrying her in the womb for 9 months. But to lost her later, it will definitely gives a great huge impact in our life. Semoga ibu n ayah baby Alesya sentiasa tabah n sabar dengan dugaan ini. Just remember, she is waiting for u guys in heaven now. It will be a memory not to be forgotten forever. Carrying her for 9 months, giving birth to her, holding her in ur arms, feeding her, crying and smiling with her, all those will definitely be memories to treasure.
Al-fatihah once again.

Yesterday, I went back at 6pm sharp to pick up my baby. tak sabar nak jumpa dia, peluk cium dia. And the sad feeling continued till this morning. Last nite I woke up every hour checking o my baby. Told my hubby baout it. He said," Kita kena ingat, anak tu hanya di'pinjam'kan kepada kita. We will never know what will happen in the future. Dia boleh ambik balik bila2 je." Meraung aku dgr hubby cakap mcm tu.
Ya Allah! Engkau selamatkanlah anakku dunia dan akhirat. Jauhkanlah kami dari segala bala bencana dan penyakit2 merbahaya. Amin.

Jangan pisahkan aku dan dia
Tuhan tolonglah ku cinta dia
Biarkan kami tetap bersama
Di dalam suka dan duka........

Mummy love U with all my heart, my baby darling. Muah! Muah! Muah!