A Reminder To Myself

I did something really really bad yesterday. So bad that I still cudn't believe myself. I was capable of doing such a terrible thing. Lucky it striked me straight in my head at the right time. If not, I can't imagine what will happen to me from that moment onwards. I must be insane for doing what I did yesterday, and if it turns out to happen the other way round, I must be mad and crazy at this moment. I'm very sure of it. Syukur Ya Allah kerana menyedarkan aku sebelum terlambat.

And baby as if understand what was happening, once again has become a good baby. Giving me a chance to correct my mistake. Thanks baby. I love u sooooo much.

No words can describe what I felt yesterday and the feeling is still the same today.

SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!

People says life is like a theatre

And we are the actors

Playing on the stage

And yesterday I played a bad character

For that I feel so sad

SORRY is all I can say

Even if I know it's not enuf

To show how truly sorry I am

For what had happened yesterday

SORRY SORRY SORRY

Ku Mohon Ampun PadaMu Ya Allah!

Setiap hari ku mohon

Agar Kau sentiasa

Memberiku ketenangan

Dalam hati kekuatan

Menempuhi segala

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Hadapi semua dalam tenang

Dengan merasa kesyukuran

Ku doa Kau selalu

Mengawasi gerak-geriku

Berkatilah... ku perlu rahmat darimu

Oh Tuhan, terangkan hati dalam sanubariku

Untuk menempuhi segala

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Oh Tuhan, ku berserah segalanya kepada Mu

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Adakala ku merasa

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Tabahkanlah hatiku

Melalui semua itu, oh

Kuatkanlah, cekalkanlah diriku

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Pada hidupku

Ku Mohon
Sheila Majid