Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Ayah...

Was on MC last Monday and Tuesday.... mild fever with cough and headache.... doc siap wat test H1N1 lagi.... coz I am now in the high risk category.... sib baik negative...
Mama came and visit me last Tuesday... she was in KL to visit Baba in IJN (next door neighbour in Kelate who is like a family member to us, the whole family actually).... That nite Amilin called... saying that ayah kena heart attack. Warded to CCU.
I never thot that it was so serious until I heard the full story from ayah, mama, amilin etc.... We were so close of loosing him..... Ya-Allah! After all, he was all alone at home. Syukur Alhamdulillah, Allah masih mahu Ayah bersama2 kami lagi.... Allah itu Maha Kaya, Maha Agung....
That afternoon, after came back from visiting his sister in Pasir Puteh, Ayah rest and slept for a while. When he woke up for Asar prayer, he was shocked to see a snake on the stool in front of the tv. The snake went away. After solat Asar, Ayah, wotha bamboo stick on one hand and ridsect on the other hand, went to search for the snake, all over the place inside the house... under the table, under the sofa, under the cupboard etc... but it wasn't there to be found......
Then ayah rasa tangan dia lenguh2... thot it was from terbongkok2 tadi.... No sweat, no chest pain, nothing..... Feeling tired, he made a decision to go to either abe or ciksu's house. Abe wasn't home so he went to CikSu's house. Luckily, Eznal, a cousin who is a doctor, was at home, just came back from work. Looking at the symptom, he asked ayah to go to the hospital for check up. Mula2 ayah tak nak.... After Maghrib, Eznal ajak lagi seklai. This time Ayah said ok. What he did not tell Eznal is he felt that his jaw started to cramp.
Sampai hospital, kat emergency, buat ECG bagai, memang dah tunjuk jantung tak cantik... Within 10 minutes sampai hospital, tetiba ECG shows that ayah kena heart attack! According to Eznal, normally it will take about 1-2 hours before kena major attack, but Ayah cuma 10 minit jer.... Alhamdulillah masa tu kat hospital, they quickly gave him ubat cair darah. Syukur pada Allah masa Ayah kena tuh kat hospital.... kalau ayah sorang jer kat rumah, or di buatnya ayah gi rumah abe, or eznal takde kat rumah, tak tahulah apa akan jadi..... tak mo aku pikirkan akibatnya..... Nauzubillah......
Ayah was admitted to CCU... on Thursday evening, dia dah ditukarkan ke wad biasa.... Saturday, I spent the whole day teman ayah kat hospital together with Humaira....
Something that Ayah said makes me wanna cry..... Sedih, sebak.....
Ada lagi la nih tugas yang belum selesai.... Kalau tugas semua dah selesai, mesti Dia dah ambik dah.... Ni Dia dah atur elok2 dah.... Ayah gi rumah CikSu malam tuh, Kebetulan Eznal pun ada kat rumah, masa kena attack tuh Ayah dah kat hospital.... Aturan Dia dah cantik dah.....
Waaa.... nak menangis aku dengar ayah cakap macam tuh....
Aku doakan semoga ayah cepat sembuh, dan tak de lagi kena heart attack macam tuh..... I am not ready to let him go, not yet.... Ya Allah, panjangkan lah usia kedua orang tua ku...... Amiin....

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

InsyaAllah sama2 kita berdoa semoga ayah Deni cepat sembuh. Kalau dah sampai masanya biarlah kita redha dengan ketentuanNya.-rad

Sya said...

Memang aturanNya cantik dan hanya yang beriman padaNya dapat mengenali kecantikkannya.

Semuga ayah sihat seperti dulu